Lustfully Intoxicated comes from a line from one of my favorite autobiographies titled: If this Is A Man by Primo Levi ! It’s also potentially the title of my first possible novel :-)
my love for you consumed me.
by trying to love you this violently, i lost myself.
i lost myself in your perfect lips,
in your melodic voice,
in your eyes and the way they made
me believe you’d stay forever.
i am trying to write you but i cannot.
when i think about you- every word i have ever learned
in any language escapes me-
making it impossible for me to turn you into
your smile and the sound of your laughter are my reasons to be happy.
i love you to the sky and back and
when i think of forever the only
thing that comes to mind is the
sound of your voice when you prononce my name and you are swallowing
the neverending vicious circle of life
i don’t know what i am doing with my life
and somehow i am not terrified.
i am letting everything happen to me-
i live tragically and beautifully both at once.
all the good
all the bad-
the bad follows the good
and the good follows the bad